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MAN SAYS
free verses
* * *
Man says
that he was dying from hunger,
and immediately
people are brewed porridge for he.
Man says
that he was dying of thirst
and immediately
water rises him to her throat.
Man says
that he was dying from the cold
and immediately
people around are begin to play with fire.
Man says...
1. BIOGRAPHY OF HAPPINESS
* * *
It will happen one day:
Children, fleeing with the lesson,the
Run into open space
And in the evening
Bring us a gift -
A piece of sky
In the frame of the Martian clay.
And after that
They взвалят the sky on his shoulders
And will assign to the river,
To wash.
And then -
Children will declare war to the death
And seize the Kingdom of the dead
With wooden swords,
To listen to the stories grandfathers
The long-flew lives.
It will happen one day...
* * *
I asked the child:
"Paint the sky"-
He painted bird
In the empty space.
I said:
"Draw the life"
He drew a crowded circus.
I asked:
"Draw itself" -
He took a picture with the crowd in the circus
And put the point.
* * *
Children play
With cars
And airplanes.
They launch
Airplane in the sky,
Hoping,
That the deceased Pope
Throw it back.
They direct
The machine over the horizon,
Hoping,
That dead mother
Returns the machine.
The plane returned.
And the car too.
And mom and dad are not...
My first enemy
I have not seen his face,
I only saw the hand
with dirty fingers
in a narrow window.
It was closed as a soldier in the tank
He thought money -
Usher,
not wanted to give me,
eight-year child,
tickets to the circus.
What is happiness
When he was a child,
Mom made him
Brush your teeth
Morning and evening,
That he hated.
He grew up,
A grown-up
Then old.
Teeth rotted and fallen.
He realized:
This is happiness.
Biography of happiness
One morning
In heaven
Born happiness.
It first turned into the sun,
Then rays вплелось in a braid girl,
Then it became a ripple on the surface of the river.
After that it bright view
Set in the eyes of the blind,
But he washed the happiness of the eye,
As a mote.
Then it sunbeams jumped my window
And was this poem.
* * *
It is interesting
How many trees
It was destroyed,
To make a
A million copies
Book
About the benefits of forests?
* * *
In the afternoon of palm Sunday
Mom touched my shoulder
Willow sprig,
So I was not sick.
I told her the same,
Keeping an ancient custom.
Then I noticed
As the branch of a willow
In my window
Just the same
Stroking the sky,
So it would not hurt...
* * *
The sun
is reflected
In every Dewdrop in spring garden.
A person going through the garden,
tramples underfoot the grass,
destroying worlds,
reflected in dewdropes.
But whose foot
entered
over it?
God fishing
Rainbow
as a lure,
dropped from the clouds.
On the spoon,
as bait, -
dreams of happiness...
And we grab a spoon
not knowing
that God gets us
for the aquarium
that is called -
Paradise.
Three poems about the rain
1
Spring rain
Slap me in the face,
And in his jets - water drops
From the Atlantic ocean
Off the coast of America.
I catch language
Drops Of The Atlantic
And understand:
During the spring rain
we are all
a little Columbs!
2
Drops of rain
Beating their heads against the ground
As the heroine of old tales,
But never turn
In the fairy.
But they watered the roots of the trees,
To branches
Steel daughter
In green robes.
3
Rains grow like trees:
Seeds drops
Grow long stalks,
Only they stretch
Not up and down.
Their roots are in the sky,
And crown land.
And the angels of heaven
See the trees
Upside down...
The Earth and I
Earth hurtles through the universe ...
But I'm scared:
it does not support,
no insurance.
And when I feel
that my soul rushes
from love to hatred,
as the Earth in its orbit,
finding no support -
I console myself:
Do not worry,
Earth is also experiencing difficulties.
* * *
Water drops
Frustrated with the end of icicles
And fall to the ground.
The sound of dripping
is the metronome,
Saying that spring alive
In the city, besieged
Troops of winter.
* * *
Month
Is a huge horseshoe
Nailed to the sky
to lure happiness.
But she nailed crookedly,
so may our happiness -
crooked
And wrong ...
* * *
I blindfolded spring trees
Green handkerchief foliage
And hid himself from them,
But they immediately
Found me.
I blindfolded autumn river
White handkerchief ice
And hid,
But the river find me
In the spring.
I blindfolded sun
Gray scarf clouds,
But it had received his sight
From the wind blows -
And found me.
Then I blindfolded his anguish
Smile
And she hadn't found me,
Because I hid from boredom
In the love.
Life water
Rowed through whirlpools
becoming drops couple
Coming ordeal in the air,
Falling from the sky with tears of rain,
becoming an icicle
And having lost the ability to shower
water
Thousands of sparkling diamond faces
Rushes from the roof
Upside down ...
It is spring.
Split of personality
In my head
Lives a man,
Laughing, when I cry,
Crying, when I laugh,
Silent when I say
Singing when I am silent.
And only when I'm in love
He is in love with too.
Me hard with him,
But my enemies,
And my friends
Love and hate in me
this man.
His name
Is Youth!
2. LOVE IS LIKE AN UMBRELLA
The impossible is possible!
Man can do it all:
write a poem without words,
write a music without notes,
attach each Russian flea
Chinese-made horseshoes,
exchange all Russian words
for dollars,
get a job dead
in the comfort mausoleum,
Nike of Samothrace attach head
and lose his own head in love with her
A man can not just one:
To live without love!
Love of the kettle
Kettle sings like a Bedouin.
Fire on a gas burner
declaration of love
water.
Water, shaken by the sudden recognition
raises clouds of steam.
This is love:
first - a sudden burst of fire,
then-much ado about nothing,
and end-all evaporates!
Declaration of love
You're my way
Where any fatigue
Goes courage
Any loss
Enters purchase,
Any rotation
There is a turn to yourself,
And any word
Is a Declaration of love.
Password of love
I came on a date
And knocked on her door.
"Who's there? - she asked.
It is I, your favorite, " I said.
She did not open the door
I knocked again
"Who's there? - she asked.
"It is YOU knock to yourself"-
I replied, -
And the door immediately opened
The benefits of reading fairy tales
Every frog
dreams of becoming a Princess
and wants
to kissing her.
Each Princess
afraid again become a frog,
what will happen
as soon as her kissed.
But people dream to kiss the princess
Men always kiss those who should not...
Read fairy tales,
to better understand life!
In love I am Einstein
1
I am trying to create
a theory of relativity
love feelings
I understand:
hard to be
in the fields of attraction A
of two girls
simultaneously
I can't walk
until his main love
straight
and justify
curvature of space
2
it is impossible to understand
who is the boss in the family:
husband or wife
from the change of place of lovers
in family life
all depends
3
In Informatics of love
the most difficult
to find password
to someone else's heart
and understand
its interface
if a constant memory
too small
't help
no hacker
4
I do
main actions
arithmetic of love
the love
folded with hatred
gives a negative value
the love
multiplied by hatred
gives zero
love
from which is deducted hatred
independent unit,
not finds himself a pair of
love
divided by hatred
zero
gives infinity
5
grammar of love
has its own laws:
their management,
approval,
combination
their inclination:
imperative
the accusatory
and exonerating
don't want to learn
I want to marry
Old new fairy tale
I said: "I love you".
You laughed,
And your laughter sounded in the silence
like the crunch of a broken mirror...
And shards of laughter, -
Mirrors, repel us, -
Stuck us in heart.
We realized:
According to accept,
Love,
Will haunt us
At least seven more years.
Heart- bluffer
I'm waiting for you.
My heart
Knocking louder
So I identified it knock
with your knock on the door
And calmed down.
Typical randomness
I'll go with you
On a crowded street.
We are happy.
But nobody's paying attention!
Only the blind beggar
Suddenly grabbed me by the sleeve -
"Submit a living!"
Is it accident?
Robinson of love
You're always alone
as the only
desert island
Where I'm not alone.
* * *
How to connect
Incompatible feelings:
I love you
because I see in you a riddle,
And you me
because I understand you...
Sometimes mutual love
most to be undivided:
It cannot be
Divided into two parts
Equally.
* * *
If you stop loving me,
I am drown oneself
In your blue eyes.
Will you forget me,
But someday
I find it with an aqualung
At the bottom of the
Your deep eyes...* * *
The sorrow of the separation -
like a mosquito:
buzzing in the ears, without ceasing,
then bite...
Pain is almost there,
but the itch is unbearable!
* * *
Suppose you left me,
Love still lives in things
left you.
Mirror askance:
they have not seen you.
Your red shawl
Bent so that he can not breathe:
he suffers
Because you have forgotten it.
Cup from which you drink,
crashed
for me to be back soon happiness!
Cup, mirror, handkerchief ...
They soured.
But if you throw them away
They love will disappear!
Love as an umbrella
My love for you
like an umbrella:
It protects you from the rain
And getting wet.
Just left it in the corner
As soon as rain ends.
This is such a pity -
you need my love
only when the weather is rainy.
* * *
I see you everywhere,
no matter where I was,
no matter what I did.
Even a drop of water,
falling from the tap
sounds like your voice ...
* * *
The collapse of love -
As the disintegration of the atom.
We disagree,
Like protons and neutrons,
And is born
Colossal energy...
For what purpose
use it?
* * *
Love
leaves
like the plane,
ascent to heaven.
White line of smoke
like a scar
remains behind.
That scar
the sky is cut
into two halves..
The sky becomes one
when the love
will disappear.
* * *
I've set up my heart,
as a radio receiver,
at the wave of your love.
But instead of music
I heard a noise:
rustling, creaking, crackling ...
When
In your sky
Stop a storm of passion?
* * *
Your eyelashes -
As ears of wheat:
Among them are created
Bread happiness.
Your eyelashes -
Likes oars
sinking
in the sea of blue ...
On these oars
I'm floating in the sky,
Strait bread rains
In your eyes!
* * *
We walked into a storm
On the banks of the great river.
The birch trembled,
like nerve circuit.
I was worried:
What will you answer
my declaration of love?
But the lightning in the sky,
likes autograph of God,
joined our feelings
stronger signature
in the marriage certificate.
* * *
Like a fish
I grabbed the bait
Of your promises
And became a victim of love ...
Now I live
In the aquarium
Of our shared flat,
But I still do not know:
You caught me
Or I caught you?
* * *
I'm jealous of the wind
For what he embraced you,
But I can't understand:
Why the wind
Embraces you,
And gives me only a slap?
* * *
Hatred exists
According to the laws of direct perspective:
The closer to the person
The more evident shortcomings
Love obey
Only the reverse perspective:
The further away from me darling,
The more and more beautiful
Her soul...
* * *
You Wake up
Next to me.
Look at the sunrise in the window,
Spilling hair over your shoulders.
So appears,
As if waking from a long sleep,
The poem ...
* * *
When I meet you,
I am in my heart
translated arrow
With anguish to joy.
Arrow passed around the circle
And returned to the separation of "separation" ...
Dear,
Do not forget to switch back!
***
You are my museum.
I come into your life,
To enjoy the beauty of the world.
You are my pocket Louvre
Where the main hall
Is the Happiness ...
What a pity
I came through there without a ticket!
* * *
I - statue of Love,
I'm in love with the man.
I want to confess his love,
But I can not move ...
On a pedestal
Engraved with the word "Love"
It's a pity
what is not written, the one I love ........
* * *
You see that I'm worried
And want to rush into these waves,
But I'm not a river.
You see that I пылаю,
And you want to keep warm from me,
But I'm not a fire.
You see that I shine for joy,
And you like to fly to me
But, I am not the sun.
When you see me as a person?
* * *
The hands on the clock appointed date
At midnight.
Twelve hours they waited for each other
And finally met!
"We stay together forever," -
said thick slow clockwise.
"No, we leave before noon"
aughed bony minute hand
And she went.
But their brief meeting
was born
one moment of happiness ...
The theory of relativity love
Outside the window the rain
заштриховывает space.
Time changes color,
as a lantern-chameleon outside the window,
to become like
the color of her eyes.
Space crumpled,
as a sheet
on my bed,
where there is none.
The night was like an eternity.
It ended with a revival.
I can only watch
for the window,
where the rain wants to become nothing,
that is - me.
* * *
In all,
That surrounds me
You live.
Even tear,
Which trickling down my cheek,
Draws your silhouette...
* * *
When I miss you,
I ready
Peel the skin
From the wall of my room,
But even there
Was written in chalk
Your name...
* * *
My favorite!
I give you a hand.
You read my destiny
On перекрестиям lines.
The line of palm -
As roads,
That is racing time
Chase my love...
* * *
Your eyes
Speak the same dialect,
Smile at the other,
Hair - on the third.
I understand one
Their sophisticated languages
And I can explain
As the eyes can be angry,
And lips laugh
At the same time.
I am a translator,
Translating from all dialects your face
To the language of the heart
Song of your love.
Dream
I dreamed
That I'm in a huge explosion
Split into atoms.
These atoms
Once again became molecules
Molecule - motes
Stones,
Plants,
People...
And one of my atoms,
Speck of dust
In the hot solar beam,
Flew into the window,
Behind which stood a woman
And froze on her lips...
And I understood:
Even atoms
Can love.
* * *
I told you sweet words,
But they just touching you,
Spreading,
Like a blind rain on your skin.
But the sticky leaves
From the rain
Freed from the kidneys;
Blossomed
Adhesive, transparent words
At the spring tree,
Which is -
You!
* * *
She said
That she has a little bit of tenderness
To me.
So star says
That she has a little light.
So surf wave says
That she has a bit of coolness.
Star doesn't say that she has universe
Wave does not say that she has a sea
She doesn't say that she has young body.
* * *
You sleep,
Wrapped in white Holiness.
I can't sleep, -
I listen to your heart.
And between us
Brighter inflames
the future...
Flood
Like new Noah,
I for a long time sailing
On the ocean of my lonely tears.
As pigeons, I produced poems
Seek refuge,
But they came back.
I wandered half of your life
While through the storm not sailed
at the coast of your body,
where your Breast is Ararat...
* * *
We got married in the temple,
But in a sign of love
Instead of the rings
exchanged sensitive hearts.
And from this moment on
we're all alone.
And like a flower between two pages of the book,
I dormant
between your Breasts...
Marriage of book and flower,
Marriage of flower and book
is eternal.
* * *
From love to the sky -
Distance of outstretched line.
You came in,
Silently undressed
In front of the mirror my hands.
Chest your Matures in my hands,
Like the fruit of the time,
And eyes from now on we don't need:
We see each other all over,
we feel the Love all of our nature.
At a word boundary and happiness
Full handfuls I drink
The moisture of fertile trues
of your body.
I had twenty years,
To understand what you
Explained to me instantly
Power of your disembodied nakedness.
* * *
Through darkness of pulsating blood
fly birds and stars.
Stillness and the storm
merged in my soul.
My Palms took the shape
Women's Breasts.
Your hair pierced the air,
Collecting space in the site.
In the your hair
Confused stars.
And our bodies
Cleanse the space of the world
For pure feeling,
Which is older than the stones of the Kremlin.
***
I kissed your lips ,
I kissed your soul .
And every kiss
Ripped in you
As a nail - in the palm .
You gave me everything
Even
I prefer you
my love for you.
But as Stigmat,
My love undepleted
Bleeding in you.
***
It is very painful - to say " sorry ." Let's talk
About nothing : it is easier to understand
Each other. You know ,
there is no time to cry. Now is the time to say goodbye.
Soon you will be happy again .
Autumn comes , dust
Swirl in the sunset , and the roads
call me . Maybe
Someday we will see each other again and know ourselves ,
maybe we can be friends or come to love.
And now silently watch rotation
Dust ...
3. THE MUSIC SLAPPING
***
I shared my happiness with others ,
As children are divided
orange slices .
This part is for parents
This part - for friends,
This - for girls ...
For me there was one peel .
Apparently,
I know the theory of happiness ,
Like a pig - oranges.
***
I am a doctor .
In my hand
trembling the pulse of the era.
I count the beats
One, two, three ...
This is bad :
the era is sick tachycardia.
Of the disease
There is only one remedy -
Conscience !
But what
If no conscience
At any drugstore?
***
In the big city
Living poet .
Thus, darkness living in a cave,
In the darkness lives the silence,
And in the silence song is born .
But the poet never reads people
his poems .
only occasionally
He goes to the wall
And draws a chalk on the wall
the letter " D. "
No one understands
What does this sign .
And nobody knows
That at the moment
When the poet draws the letter " D"
For someone in
Death comes .
It is poetry .
The rest is
Poetic liberties.
I have nothing more to say about the poet .
It's a pity ...
***
The wooden house
feels shame of his tenants.
He squinted .
Its roof is leaking.
Its windows are dirty.
Residents are sleeps
Although the children did not dine .
The house don't sleep -
He feels sorry for the hungry children.
First internally broken host and hostess
then broke support of the building.
Do not be a mistake if they fall
With the whole country?
The girl from the bank
Her more than thirty years.
Every day she comes to work in a bank in time,
Sitting at the window
And explaining the people the law
Finance rotation in nature.
Now she listens to a young man
With brown eyes
And a mole on his right cheek
And trying to detain him at the window just a minute more.
But the time, which leads to aging,
Do not stop just ...
***
Old woman
Sitting on a bench
at the door of the house
quietly mending their lives,
How torn sock.
In the the needle
she put the time
like thread
And slowly
knitted from yarn sunlight
Seventy
rough and gray
years.
But whether this yarn
warm someone's soul?
We grandmother
No relatives ...
***
Everyday
He reads the newspaper layout
And strikes wrong.
Only occasionally
He shudders
And missing letters
In the word "Love."
For seven days
He had been in the hospital.
He called someone
And thought
Strange numbers.
His mother wept at his bedside.
All people seen it.
His story will never be published in the newspaper.
Planned life
He wanted to stay on schedule
and calculated their lives,
as a working day
of teachers at school.
He appointed time
To the lessons of wisdom,
honesty,
courage.
He waited,
when the disciples come to him.
Students missed all the lessons.
Love came alone.
And Happiness came too late.
It was late
for one life.
Teacher
Fifteen minutes later,
begin the lesson.
She tries to write on the blackboard
Topic of the lesson.
Suddenly she felt a terrible pain.
Thought collapses
As chalk, between the toes.
It's cancer ...
But the kids are waiting for the lesson.
She wakes up,
Corrects Points
And sits at the table.
God just made a mistake:
Posted in dictation "Life"
"Trouble" instead of "victory."
And the teacher, as usual,
Forgives bad students ....
Veteran
He sits on a bench
At the entrance to my home
In the whole day.
He put on Soviet shirt
And old jeans of his grandson.
During the war
He said goodbye to the family home,
To protect it.
Defended -
He sat down at the door.
He wasn't allowed home
Or he didn't want to enter?
He doesn't answer
And sitting at the door of the house
Within days
Precipitated silence.
***
He sits at the large stone walls,
blinks
And holding a tin can.
In jar snow falls
Instead of alms.
He sits and waits:
Suddenly, next stop machine,
God in a gorgeous coat
will come out of the car
and throw in a jar
a few coins ...
* * *
He stands
At the crossroads
And talking by eyes:
Winks to lovers,
Zoom business people: "stop",
Gives to workers
A moment of respite.
His third eye
As red label
On the forehead of the Indian God.
He is
God city street
And a poet .
Who is he?
Traffic light!
* * *
Once
I noticed from the window of a crowd of people
And photographed her.
The girl in the crowd was high,
Beautiful,
Blond
And the black-eyed.
From that time
I am constantly looking at the image
To feel
Loneliness grains of sand
On the sea coast.
Thief
He sits in the armchair of the head of a large firm.
He earned a seat on the law of the sea,
Because the thief should sit.
What is war?
War is not only bullets,
It isn'n just the thunder of cannon,
It isn't only destroyed city.
War is the exchange
wedding ring
donated husband
for a loaf of bread.
Pacifist poems
* * *
My soldiers of my army are heroes.
The soldiers of your army are heroes.
They know how to die
And how to kill.
History laugh at this
And awards soldiers
Unnecessary medals
For useless heroism.
* * *
From immemorial time
Soldiers say one thing
But the wounds of soldiers says another.
When the troops go to war,
Soldiers sing
but the old wounds cry.
When the troops are fighting,
The soldiers shout,
but wounds burn.
When the war ends,
The soldiers are silent,
Leaving the speaking to the rest,
And the wounds are tell.
The wounds tell about all.
* * *
One unknown functionary
When he stood on earth,
the chair seemed unnecessary to him.
When he got up and sat down in the chair,
Unnecessary to him seemed the whole earth!
* * *
He was playing with friends in childhood,
Fearing parents.
Studied in school,
Fearing teachers.
He worked in the firm,
Fearing the boss.
And once
Looked in the mirror poetry,
He saw myself
And immediately
died...
The music slapping
Sometimes victory and defeat
are change places.
Applause
can be
just a slap,
which one arm
give the other,
and slap
can be
the applause -
beautiful Symphony
for hands
and the person.
From the sounds of this Symphony
awakens the conscience.
A brief history of mankind
For millennia
Humankind fights
Against the war
through wars.
The epidemic of death
On television reported
About the death of thousands of people
From nuclear radiation
The number was so great
That crushed me
At a distance
Nobody knows
That I, too, was among the dead
Crisis
In Brussels hosts an international meeting
In Paris discussing a new love scandal
in Greece occured the demonstrations and strikes
in China builded a new plant automobile production
in Hollywood making a thousand first blockbuster
about the end of the world
in Africa thousands of people die
from hunger
from typhoid
from Kalashnikov
from Western diplomacy
in Moscow to discussed the problems of impossible colonization of the moon
(from the earth wait for nothing)
on the street in the Siberian city
a beggar
under the snow
was freezing his legs
it hurts but it's not funny
he does not ask for help
because there is nobody to help him
and all this on the Ground
on the third planet from the sun
through thousands of years after the crucifixion of Christ
(God knows when)
A solemn appeal to the void
...And it is
our present,
where is the conscience is leased
the wisdom is a mousetrap for men,
dolls is managed by puppeteer
and the painter writes a still-life with your neighbor!
I don't want to live in this century.
I don't live today.
Come tomorrow.
Island
Among the vast ocean
There was one small island.
In this island lived only one person.
He has one house,
One field,
One life
And one death.
In this island
Wasn't states
And wasn't war
I dream
that the whole world
has become such a small island.
* * *
In the chest of the prophet-
burning coal
instead of the heart.
And prophet burn hearts of people
by his coal-verbs.
Sometimes the prophet so want
its verbs
warm the hearts of people!
But from the fire of creativity
you can burn,
but you can't get warm.
An instructive case
When Napoleon
was napoleonized
and became Emperor,
he didn't know
that two hundred years ago
we will call cakes
and crazy
by his name.
* * *
He lost his favorite
and become extremely sensitive:
he heard,
as the flowers grow,
as the insect moving,
as falling stars singing.
Once
he was deafened
by that noise.
He fell,
Hearing the roar
of the collapsing world.
Who would have thought, -
Said the driver after that.
He himself is to blame:
Not heard of my tone.
Such a beautiful guy
And deaf, like a block of wood.
* * *
I lie on the clouds
I am drinking nectars
and eating the fruits from the tree of life.
Only sometimes I look down:
there the Prince
crying over my skull
and laugh
two undertaker.
Reincarnation 1
after the death of
I will be envelope
in me put someone's soul
like a letter
I'll tremble in the bag with the letters
I"ll lay in a coffin
mailbox
where I'll be lonely
worst of all
loneliness of a letters
that nobody reads
Reincarnation 2
Autumn leaves
beating on the porch of the temple,
but the wind
again and again
knocking them back.
It is souls of suicides...
Between...
Between man
and his death
some smallness,
just two words:
"I love" -
with the dots...
Blessed field
In distant blessed fields
you'll see the boy
he has your face, smile and hair
In distant blessed fields
you'll see their parents
they have your eyes soul and gait
In distant blessed fields
you'll see your beloved woman
she has your voice and your heart
In distant blessed fields
you will see the most beautiful dreams
and nobody will Wake
fear not
because there is nobody and nothing
* * *
My eyes,
Do not lose strength,
Perhaps you will see a new earth.
My hands,
Carry your burdens
Perhaps you ever support the sky.
My feet,
Steadfastly,
Perhaps you get there, where all the roads.
My words,
Do not lose your life,
Perhaps you to breathe life into someone's soul.
My thoughts,
Do not stop doubt
Perhaps you have something to prove that all this
Impossible.
The prayer of the prophet
God,
You know the truth,
Tell me, how to understand it -
And not go crazy!
* * *
After closing every door -
Fatigue
After rising on each stair -
Fatigue
After each stop on the way -
Fatigue
Man
Life
Love
Death
Fatigue
Fatigue
Fatigue.
4. DANCING ON THE RAKE
Dancing on the rake
Life experience
measured by the number of rakes,
on which people come.
I usually
stepping on other rakes,
learned from others' mistakes,
but looking for my,
the unique
rakes.
How much rake in the world!
What a great way to go me!
I go further - -
to multiply life experience...
* * *
When I left my father's house,
Mother gave me a shirt,
and sewed in sleeve her sadness.
Father gave me a heavy purse
With his care about the money.
My grandfather gave me watches
And his fear to waste the time.
The days are passed.
My purse is empty. Watches are broken. The shirt is torn...
Became I happier? No!
But I began to look ridiculous!
But I still go forward.
But all the roads again bring to the house...
Why?
The second "I" are different
I had a few different "I":
I am a man,
I am a student
I am a poet...
One of these
Gone from me.
It will come back like a prodigal son
and knocked at the door to me,
barely breathing...
I ask:
"Who are you?"
"I am I ... well, that is - you!"
"How can I be behind the door when I'm at home?"
The second "I" will be angry
And will burst through the door.
I will not let him go in my home -
Is he thief suddenly?
The second "I" spit on yourself
And go far away...
And through the day unknown thief
Come to me and say:
"I am You, let me in your home!",-
And I will believe him!
My words to himself
I am closed yearly cycle.
Years of life are trembling behind,
Like cardboard wings.
Well, let's summarize.
You look in the mirror -
And it is covered with dust
From boredom.
That's nothing,
Until you're not as old as your soul
Approximately five years ago
the mirror will cry in front of you.
Yes, a time will cry about you too.
Your favorite woman
Now is lost in humanity.
You warmed himself near her
All these years. She was the sky,
That you could touch by telescopes of fingers.
Your hands and lips in the dark
Seemed traces of her touch.
Earth worried, as your body,
From the touch of her feet.
Now - she become the light,
But you can't know where it is,
And can't see where the light.
* * *
My memory of you
so like
the last ray of sunset.
I remember this:
He played upon my face,
and touched my hands,
Not wanting to leave.
The sun was calling him on his way.
When you come back,
A little warm ray,
Lying in my hand?
My hands, leather and soul
Remember each beam,
touched their...
* * *
When a person is ill,
He engaged in tug of war.
The rope named "life"
passes from the hands of death
In hands of men.
Men trying
to get their hands
as much as possible
years of life,
Strained, as rope.
Therefore, diseases
This is also a sport,
Requiring a lot of strength.
* * *
Life, you are not my sister,
you are the nurse.
You can treat me through poetry,
amputate my sorrow,
Enter me the anesthetic named "fearlessness".
You put on my forehead endless sky,
like a compress.
Your job is not easy:
you must healing my soul
from cowardice and hypocrisy...
Yes,
life is difficult profession.
If...
If the chick for the first time flies
Bird-mother becomes winged doubly.
If winter comes,
River hide blue eyes
Through the glass of ice.
If life forgets about death,
Love starts to sing.
If the death falls in love with life,
Life goes numb from fear.
Memory of my grandfather
1
Two weeks he lay on his bed,
Skinny like a skeleton,
And not eat:
His stomach began himself to food
Deadly tumor.
He did not sleep,
But tried not to moan at night,
Not to Wake us up.
And he died,
When I was not at home:
I offered my hand and heart
Girl with a disability,
Передвигавшейся on crutches.
Forgive me, Lord...
2
For the first time in two weeks
This summer night
I hear behind the wall
His moans.
But I can't sleep .
As hot...
...Only now I felt
That night smelles the hot sun.
3
I stood
Above the mortal bed of my grandfather,
Straightening
Like an exclamation point.
Grandfather was lying,
Decreased after death,
Motionless
As the point.
Kin
Walked behind the coffin,
Like ellipses.
And the only Words -
Of those, the most important,
That all would be able to explain -
Was not...
In the face of death
We -
Punctuation
Without words.
Fashionable death
I have long been
loved to think about death.
I wore death,
as a fashionable hat,
with the call.
Someone thought:
"Behold the man!",
and someone thought:
"That's stupid!"
But, when I met with my love,
I took off the hat, -
and it became clear
that hair under her
turned white.
* * *
I am the Apple tree in the old garden.
My heart is Ripe Apple,
which hanging on a branch.
Soon
a woman picks it
And say:
"Try Apple, my Adam!"
And they will divide my soul into slices...
Then the people will go.
Forever.
And I'll be whole life to stand alone,
And Someone,
Having come up to me in silence
Will stood and wept,
Clenching by his old fingers
my dried leaves...
7. QUESTION-POETRY
God,
If we are Your poems,
Who reads us?
God,
Which heaven is above:
Over happy
Or over the miserable?
God,
Me without You
Heavier than You without my.
God,
I am a stigmata on Your hand.
Why are You not lechish me?
God,
My soul closely in my life.
Is it possible to go for a stroll?
God,
You gave me the sixth sense,
But bring back the previous five!
God,
You know the truth,
Tell me, how to understand it -
And not go crazy!
God,
When love leaves us,
Where she lives?
God,
Who lives instead me,
When I sleep?
God,
To be human is work
Or reward?
God,
When a person more lonely:
when he born or dying?
God,
When we don't prayed to You,
you're feeling bored?
God,
You're everywhere.
So, You're in hell too?
God,
When I look at the sun,
Sun sees me?
God,
are to be sad the eyes
of my poems?
God,
It is difficult - to be God?
Don't you get tired?
God,
Who loves to water the flowers more:
Gardener or rain?
God,
If I go insane,
How can I forgive my enemies?
God,
That is harder:
cry through the eyes
or through the soul?
God,
Why life is so bitter:
that to die was not sorry?
God,
If I die,
Will you cry?
God,
What moment in Your life
Is the best?
God,
You won't be bored with me?
God,
If I become ridiculous
will you smile?
God,
Why us
given talents,
if they even bury nowhere?
God,
If I wasn't a fighter,
can I to be
the battleground?
God,
Why is nature
Gave us a mind -
and don't given protection against him?
God,
Why be given to me in happiness
but I don't know what to do with it?
God,
than I learned to speak with You,
Heal me
From prayers!
Silence.
8. FORMULISMES
(the formulas of exact science about inaccurate things)
Man
is the arithmetic average of
between God and infusorium.
God
is a man
multiplied by the sky.
Sky
Is a filled by soul distance
between the men and the star.
The soul of man
is a sky
packaged in the body of the monkey.
Inspiration
is a breath of fresh air,
raised to the power of fate.
Destiny
is plane of events
on which it is impossible to draw a line.
Biography
is the perimeter of life.
Love
is the movement of light
with the speed of feelings.
Life
is the cardiogram of love
with many high points
and no lower point.
Death
is absolutely neutral environment
starting everywhere
and not кончающаяся nowhere.
Sheet with verses
is a Fig leaf,
covering the nakedness of the soul.
Mirror
it is a vertically frozen time
whish rose like a wall
in front of our face.
Cloud
is a condensation of the sky.
Sea
is a former sky,
the reset to the ground
for excessive blue.
Forest
is a sky
fallen whith rain
and sprouted through the earth.
Candle
is a fixed vertically
prayer.
Memory
is life,
whish is folded, like roulette.
Mind
is the fruit of the time,
guess is the rind of the fruit,
error is his bitter seeds.
Boredom
this is a patch
closing the wounded soul
from the touch of God.
Philosopher
is a mollusk:
solid skeleton of thoughts
it outside
and soft soul
the inside.
Poet
is vertebral animal:
from the outside he is soft and vulnerable,
but inside he is invincible.
Clever phrase
is stupid
that was said at the right time.
Memory
is conserved life.
Wisdom
is ability to properly
to deceive yourself.
Lie
it's true,
whish turned inside out
like a glove.
Glory
is is an honorable form of shame.
Vice
is a teasing good by evil.
Boredom
it refrigerator,
where life
longer remains from damage.
People in old age
is a special Museum,
The feelings and events
are his exhibits.
Creativity
is a work,
every vacation with which
payable by the officer.
Consolation in grief
is a gypsum
for broken destiny.
Conscience
is Appendix of the human soul:
she seems useless for us,
but God forbid,
to sick the conscience!...
A trained conscience
is the beast in circus
who can escape from the cage
but not be able to live in the wild.
Pride
is cosmetics for the soul:
traits from it do not improve
but seem sweeter -
from afar.
Habit
is anesthesia for feelihgs:
it prevents feel pain
but prevents feel the joy too.
Life
is school,
in which honors
dream stay for a second year
as long as possible.
Sage,
embodying the ideas in life,
is prompter,
released on the scene
instead of an actor.
Happiness
is sleeping pills for the soul:
a small dose is soothes,
but the big dose is poisonous.
Friendship
is a game of give-away:
the more we give to a friend
the more chance we have of success.
Victory
is the culinary dish,
which is nice to eat,
but it is difficult to digest.
Defeat
is the dish
whish have unpleasant taste,
But very useful.
The study of life-
is a peepers
with a mirror.
9. POETRY OF SATIETY AND HUNGER
* * *
My errors
Is a drop in the sea
of human errors.
My victories
is a drop in the sea
of human achievements.
My life -
is a drop in the sea
of human lives.
But looking at the sunset
Above the sea
I realized:
Just one drop
And the sea would not be the sea,
And the earth would not be the ground.
* * *
I am a glass,
Transparent with two sides.
With one hand
I was approached by God,
On the other daemon.
God saw the demon.
Demon saw God.
They hit each other,
Breaking me
On the splinters.
Who will now be able to
Glue me
Of these fragments?
The agenda of conscience
...And come January,
as the letter comes
in the mailbox.
I read it,
but I can't understand the words,
written by white stylus snow
on white paper of the sky.
But all around -
roofs, cars, roads -
written
by the high hand
that would not write me more,
if I did not answer
on this email -
the first agenda
to the court of conscience.
Conscience
1
Conscience, are you tormenting me.
Forgive me for it.
I know,
that is not so are you tormenting me,
as I love you.
2
The scariest thing in life
this phantom pain
an amputated conscience.
* * *
My profession is to say "goodbye".
Since childhood I
filter the life by dry eyes.
Not wanting to repeat the mistakes of others,
I prefere to do new ones.
I paid shameful title
of innocence shild
for the right to be a man.
I watched disinterest,
as my years
arrived at the shore in a glass of beer.
I become the poet -
the cripple
in the native language.
Then I burned all the papers whis poems
from fear to die under them.
Only one thing remains:
go through the eye of a needle
of oblivion...
* * *
I take a spoon
and write into a plate
full of tasty metaphors
song of my life.
I write the phrases,
which cleared to everyone,
over faience.
It is the poetry of satiety,
written by a spoon.
And someone in the same time
looking at the empty plate
and rings spoon
into the walls
of plate.
It is the Nabat of hunger.
The mystery of the clock mechanism
arrow escaped from hours
together with them the time run
they are looking for a new home
they decided to infiltrate into the man
swim through his veins
get to the heart
and there spinning in a circle
as a result, man
began to work as a clock
and soon be rusted, like a clock
* * *
My poetry is my home.
In my poems my parents,
friends
and girlfriend
are live.
In this house has all,
What you need for comfort.
But I went out there,
Because I'm tired
to lock poetry on key
when I leaving the house,
To restore order in my poetry
to disrupt the order
in my head,
And to pay for light,
Electricity
And heating of poetry.
Anyone can live in my house now.
I opened poetry for all.
* * *
According to the ancient tradition
I wrote poetry with blood,
not with ink.
Today I came to give blood
by tests,
and in my veins
instead of blood
were ink.
* * *
I couldn't make out wings
of feathers, which can write poetry.
All my life I collected feathers,
which fallen from other people's poetry wings,
and made my wings own.
Feathers is strangers,
but wings is my:
I pasted them with my blood.
* * *
What is the difference
between the poet
of the common man?
This like a difference between the cabriolet
from a regular car:
A complete absence of the roof!
Poet
like a faucet:
he is hot or cold.
Muse can cope with the poet,
but he - not a gift for Muse.
And, if the poet burst
and verses fly spray, like the water,
threatening to flood the neighboring Muzes,
don't save without a skilled plumber
with critical thinking!
* * *
The birth of a poem
As the birth of a child:
Often for the newborn verse
Easier to find the name,
Than patronymic...
* * *
Once
In the world was born
A new word.
Somebody dropped him on the street,
And the children began to play with him,
like with a toy.
then a housewife take him,
shaken out of the dust,
as of blankets,
washed
and hung in the yard
to dry.
There the word caught up wind
And the word flown in the window
To cook.
He sprinkled him pepper of irony
and salt of sadness
And coated with sauce of gossip.
The merchant bought a dish,
Weighed on the scales
Attaching a price tag
And put on display.
The word has changed,
But in the word left something
That is not reduced to the spices,
That is not to sell showcases
And not knock out a mallet.
Because word
like a person...
* * *
I wanted to be a poet.
But I didn't know
How to do this.
I was stationary,
As the empty bowl in the closet.
My voice turned sour milk.
But I decided to completely change self.
I twisted heart inside out.
I was looking for poetry
in the recesses of the brain convolutions.
I curved ridge as onions,
And shot dream to the heaven.
Blew away the dust from memory.
The thought slipped on sweat
that has arisen on my forehead.
And my teeth, sky, lips felt the chill of the native language.
But poetry was a bubble,
Which blushed with shame for me,
Swelled up and burst.
I changed myself to be somebody.
But becoming someone can only a man
who is himself.
* * *
I am a sculptor.
I created a beautiful statue,
Exhibited it in the Museum,
Heard the praise -
And broke it.
People ask me:
Why?
Because your liked my sculpture
And not need it's Creator...
My name and I
My name
Accompanies me
From birth.
As mother's milk,
It remains on my lips.
I can to protect myself using his name
from the rain,
as an umbrella,
wear it like a fur coat,
get them water as a bucket.
But still -
It isn't me.
Children will remember my name,
But probably will forget
My traits, habits, soul...
It's so difficult
To lead litigation with my name
For the right
To own their own life.
Immortality
My soul
stuck in a poem,
like a fly -
in a transparent amber.
Amber was once the resin -
perhaps infernal...
My soul trembled in it,
then froze -
and I became immortal.
Now she is a particle shop,
like a fly,
that could become a jewel
as could be killed
by tail of a dinosaur.
Newspaper and life
I accommodate my life
in the poem,
wrote a poem
on a newspaper sheet,
but a sheet
the wind carried on the ground.
Each person
may step on this piece of paper,
leaving in the my life
trace of his boots.
Now my manuscript
is garbage.
But this
was a life...
The difficulties of translating from the idiotic into English
I studied this life,
as a foreign language.
I never learned to speak.
I stand alone
among the crowd of strangers
for me to unknown land.
If I already knew Esperanto,
I could tell something the people..
But I am silent.
All the land around myself is the stranger.
Why do I have talent
when I can neither use
nor even to bury them?
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