I close my eyes;
What do I see?
The breaking bones reality.

Who pays for you?
Who chooses me?
We all belong to someone free.

I lose control,
I lose my nerve,
And leave behind snide purple blurs.

All that I love,
In what I trust
Will lie forgotten in my dust.

{I will die
 With every sin tonight
 In my room.
 I will lie
 With everything I liked
 In my tomb.}

One brutal war
Inside my mind
Will set my spirit free this time.

I see this door
And hope to find
Pure life behind a threshold line.

I open eyes
And have to see
That love begins to disappear.

All truth is dead,
But lie will live
Now and forever, always here