A Name

What is a name? I own many, still
It"s only one you want me to reveal
The one that"s hidden in my mother"s soul
A tiny secret with enormous role
What is a name? They sound all the same
The letters form a pattern of this game 
What are the rules you crave to violate?
What is a name? Just letters on a plate...

Say Yes

I can say yes, I can say no
I can move fast or take it slow
I can submerge myself in reason
Or lock myself for life in prison
I can forgive or be forgiven
An even line remains an even
But when the muse returns at last
Unwanted heart will save the chest  

Grief

Do I reflect your grief?
Or do you master mine
Am I a villain, thief,
Or someone who is dying
What do I make of life?
A muse who makes me sober
Am I a mother, wife,
Or someone who's is over
In my eternal dream
I know I was living
What happened to that stream?
And those who were swimming
Identity is lost 
I no longer know
Which party do I host?
With hands as cold as snow
Intruder born with lust
Emerged in self absorption
I can, I will, I must
Recover from distortion
Devotion and pain
Devoted and painful
Dissatisfied in gain
Demoralized, but thankful

Stop Stop
 
Stop thinking of me - I can feel it
Stop looking for me - I can come
An angel possessed by the devil
Stop talking - I"ll always be numb

I"ll always be prey for the restless
My home is stardoms away
My heart is the tool for your lessons
My skin is the stage for your play

And I will accept your amusement
I know you"re here to learn
Watch out for witches and muses
And those who see you unborn


My Rules

You have your rules 
And I have mine
You wear shoes
I have a sign

Why make a call
When no one answers
You rock and roll
That"s not my business

You"re so afraid
Of getting close
You think I"ll hate
You think I"ll pose

You think I"ll run
And you"ll be wasted
All that is done
I"m now rested


Why Me?

Why me, why now, why again
All I can feel is pain is pain
All I can think of is your touch
Is that too much? Is that too much?

I wonder why it"s getting dark
My sun had lost its only spark
My moon is broken in half
You left me numb you left me deaf

Why us, why now, why so fast
My present"s blending with your past  
My skin is burned my lips are dry 
All I can do is cry is cry


The Laws

The wall between the mind and the matter
Is still a part of an evolving game
But even when I feel it"s getting better
I'm still surrounded by everlasting pain 

A drama is theatrical conclusion
To circumstances I create myself
Reality is only an illusion
I only want that which I cannot have

I only measure colors of the movement
And sounds of the voices I perceive
Connection doesn"t need to be as proven
As all the signs I indeed received

I can move on, move forward, stay behind
I can convert to anything and still
I still insist on following my mind
And watch my heart becoming weak and ill

Take off my mask that"s made of separation
Put on the unity that"s made of love
The laws that govern me and my creation
Still work for us below and above